Scared

I'm scared,

Of how far i went,

Of how high the hopes

that i visualized within that small world

and I'm scared

Of how deep it'd take

before i was buried

never to exist 

even as a pleasant memory

within that innocent mind,

and I keep being scared,

that I,

like a shadow

will follow the route of guilt

until the day come

of me, kneeling

asking for forgiveness

So do me a favor

Of letting me free

By only,

Only,

be happy. 

-NUFAN